porn to me ears

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I’ve never needed to be fucked as bad as I do right now. Holy shit.

Anonymous asked: awww Lucy! You are beautiful and weight doesn't matter, you know that. Don't let external factors influence how you feel about your body. You've come SO far and are your growing into a gorgeous young woman. You don't need to cut or starve or purge or anything. It's easy to slip back into old ways, but you can resist it and do something positive. You are great the way you are and DO NOT FORGET THAT

I’m so fat. Make it all stop. It’s all over me and the unknown is breaking me down. I want to cut but the thrill of the after is killed. I don’t feel like cleaning up the mess of the blood and cut up legs for the next week and having to make up an excuse as to why I have a bandaid on, or why my legs have more cuts for the idiots that haven’t figured it out already. Cutting does nothing anymore, but I crave it. I can’t deal with fat anymore. I’m disgusting and I’m watching myself grow with each day and not doing anything about it.

Anonymous asked: i wish you would start blogging more i miss it.

Me, too.

Anything by AC makes my body shake and cry. It brings me back to a time that’s unbearable. I love them so much.

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