February 2012
Anonymous asked: lucy i know you used to use one a lot a long time ago so i though i'd ask you.. does using a elliptical make youre legs & thighs bigger at all or not? I want to slim down so much :*
Anonymous asked: its sad you barely go on this anymore
odolnost asked: HOLY your boobs. Gimme. :')
The beast gets unleashed at night.
I accept my body today, for not only what it looks like, but mostly for what it does for me. No hate today for me. I’m better then bashing myself today, I’m worth more then what I’m told by loud voices I am. Today I’m capable of anything. Reaching my goals, meeting my exchanges, feeling good, acceptance with today. One day at a time.
Tonight, I let go of today. What happened today, stays here. I won’t drag it on to tomorrow. Tomorrow lies a new beginning.
“You don’t have to be emaciated or vomiting to be suffering. All people who live...”
– Portia De Rossi, Unbearable Lightness
41337) I cannot admit to anyone that I have an ED...
I ate a fucking banana…
ED: 0
Lucy: 1
“For a long time it had seemed to me that life was about to begin — real life....”
– Fr. Alfred D’Souza
When I order something online, it's all that's on...
I just want to feel good about myself. I want to feel proud that I did something right, not guilty that I’ve failed myself. I’m fighting a war within myself and never did I think it would come to this. I’m fighting against myself, against my better judgement, my mind, what I think is right, what I think is wrong. I’m trying to win, and at the same time I’m trying to...
41380) I want to give recovery my all, but I'm...
“But don’t forget who you really are. And I’m not talking about your so-called...”
– Louis Sachar
It’s only been 2 weeks and I don’t even care, I developed so many feelings for you. I wish you were back from your test, I need to text you, I miss you so much and I need to talk to you and I’m here crying because I have a lot to say to you, things maybe I shouldn’t say, things I should say. Jessie, I love you, I don’t even care if those aren’t the right words,...
“Let’s tell the truth to people. When people ask, ‘How are you?’ have the nerve...”
– Maya Angelou
Because I opened up to my mom and talking to her about something big in my life she gave me my computer back.
Anonymous asked: Whats the color and brand of your hair dye?
dreams-realthings asked: i hate when people don't understand that even if you are "normal" weight, that you might have (or in my case, i have) ED. it's not about size, it's about control. At least for most of us...
Sorry if that had a lot of spelling errors. I don’t have my computer I’ve been posting from my phone all day.
I feel like my life is just a chaotic mess. One day at a time it just gets tangled more like a slinky, the more you try to fix it, the worse it gets. I need something new. I’m beginning to realize that I’m important and what I think matters. I’m still trying to figure this whole recovery thing out, I’m trying to find out who I am, what I’m doing, who I am, why...
Fuck having a bad week. I’m in control of this. I had two bad days and I’m dunzo. I learned and I’m ready to pick myself back up. I’m working twice as hard and kicking my ass, eating better, hooping more, I can do this. I’m going to communicate more and verbalize my feelings instead of bottling up my emotions and having them explode and silently knock me down,...
