January 2012
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LIFE TIME JUST PISSED ME OFF
whenthestarshine: “Anorexia is so 90’s” “No, I’m really just not hungry” Really lifetime ?… REALLY!!! That pisses me off. Anorexia is not a joke… 
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All I see is fat. Fat fat fat. —- pounds of fat. All fat. Tons of fat. Too much fat. Fat fat fat.  Fat fat fat.  Fat fat fat.  Fat fat fat.  Fat fat fat.  Fat fat fat.  Fat fat fat.  Fat fat fat.  Fat fat fat.  Fat fat fat.  Fat fat fat.  Fat fat fat.  Fat fat fat.  Fat fat fat.  Fat fat fat.  Fat fat fat.  Fat fat fat.  Fat fat fat.  Fat fat fat.  Fat fat fat.  Fat fat fat.  Fat fat...
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December 2011
I hate how toilet paper in public places comes out like string. How am I supposed to wipe with that?
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my new years resolution is to continue to stay...
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I incorporate 1 tbsb of peanut butter everyday in my meal plan so I don’t binge on it. So far, it’s been working And its’ only 3 WW points!
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I had such a good workout this morning and I feel so good about it. I miss working out and sweating and the adrenaline rush of it all. I have a feeling I’m on the right path. 
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Don't wait until you've reached a goal to be proud...
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37126) I'm the opposite.
confessionsabouteatingdisorders: I only remember a time where I ate normally. I’ve had my ED for so many years now I have actually blocked out the bad times. Repressed the memories. Therapy stopped helping ages ago. All I know of the bad times are the pictures I see and the stories I’ve heard about myself. Oh and deja vus during my most current relapse. Will this ever go away? I have blocked out...
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thoughtsdontend: What I’m doing for New Years: nothing
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Teacher: Why haven't you done your homework?
Me: I'm sorry, binging, purging and self-harming were just a lot more attractive than doing homework. It's not your fault.
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WatchWatch
odolnost: Hello ;D  I LOVE YOU OMG.
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Tasha this is for you. I love you with my whole heart and even though we don’t talk much anymore it doesn’t mean I don’t care for you any less. You can pull through, you’re thinking you can’t but I KNOW you can. Because I have, there is help for you out there, please reach out because I’m not losing you to this disorder. There is no fucking way. I won’t...
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I want to make my blog more positive and no excuses, tomorrow I’m going to the gym and everyday that I can’t make it there I’m still going to make time for it at home, I can’t expect healthy eating (and my topamax)  to do it for me. I’ve got to work for what I want. If I never quit then I’d be at my goal, I can do this. Healthy over eating disordered ways. I...
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I’m in so much pain right now and not that I want to but the thought of purging right now with my throat hurting this bad seems equally as painful as paper cuts in-between your fingers.
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36798) I have the mind of an anorexic, and a body...
sculpted-bones: THIS.
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thoughtsdontend: esurient: if you’re struggling with anorexia and you’re not emaciated, people will literally just laugh in your face. unless you’re on death’s door about to drop dead, no one listens to you. then they wonder what’s driven you to lose so much weight, to put yourself in such danger. THIS
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Anonymous asked: how did you make the picture move over there ----> you're so beautiful & it's so cool looking! i want to try it out!!
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I think I'm fat. That doesn't mean I think you're...
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0nedayouwill asked: Just so you know ANON I know Lucy in real life and she is one of the most kind, caring and compassionate people you will ever have the pleasure of knowing
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0nedayouwill asked: Someone needs to come off anon and stop being a fucking bitch. If you dislike Lucy so much don't follow her. Lucy I love you, your my lil Sis <3
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lordmakemeabird asked: Lucy you are a beautiful creature and that's all there is to it.
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Not answering anymore mean anons, I’m better then that.
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