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Anonymous asked: how have you coped with weight gain? Positive affirmations. I got rid of ED’s clothes. Honestly, it’s the last thing to go, body image that is. It’s so hard in the beginning and it’s defiantly a struggle everyday. But it gets easier everyday. I promise. You have to find things about yourself you do like and remind yourself that you’re not your weight. Do things that make yourself feel pretty. But then I have also dealt with my weight gain by self harming, but that didn’t help and it gave me even more problems. Write on your mirrors, or even get rid of them. Put wrapping paper on your mirrors so you don’t have to look at yourself for a little while, it really helped me! But eventually you’re going to have to face them, so I took expo markers and wrote happy things on them. Even if you don’t believe them, just having them there makes things a little easier. |
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Anonymous asked: can you tell us what you ate now and what you ate then through out the day? I won’t tell you what I ate then, but I will tell you what I eat now. It has changed so much honestly. I’ve went through stages of eating all “healthy” and “omg LuNa BaRzzzZZ” and nothing but organic and lean meats and made sure I got the right amount of protein and starches and fats and dairy proteins and that’s not the way I wanted to live. That’s not normal eating. I don’t want to live my life dictated around eating “healthy”. Low carb this, and low fat that. I just want to eat. So basically, I eat whatever I want, how ever much I want, whenever I want. And I’m so so honest. When I say I’m basically living off “junk” food. I mean it. Right now that’s all my body wants, so that’s what I’m feeding it. Today for example. Breakfast: Orange juice, and a baggy of fruit loops. Lunch: Emeralds Nuts Breakfast on the go with a Snapple Iced tea. (Not diet). Snack: Banana with pb sandwich and a handful of pretzels and animal crackers. And I’ll probably eat m&ms and more orange juice later. |
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Anonymous asked: How many times a day would you eat at your lowest point of your disorder ? Breakfast, snack, lunch, snack, dinner, snack. I actually ate throughout the day to keep my metabolism going. |
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Anonymous asked: you post so much buddhist/hindu things, and you don't like animals? im pretty sure animals play a huge role in spirituality. Isnt that a bit hypocrtical? Yes I do understand the role animals play. They play the role of love and unity and much much more. But I don’t follow it 100%. I don’t even preach it to people and say I live by it. I try to as much as I can, but I don’t like animals but there’s so much more to it then that. For example that would mean every buddhist would have to be vegan. |
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Anonymous asked: do you not realize dogs have natural instincts? you are definitly not an animal person lol. I. DO. NOT. LIKE. ANIMALS. Why I got a dog is beyond me, honestly. |
